DING DONG THE BITCH IS GONE! WOOOOOHOOOOO! I AM SO HAPPY TODAY. AS SOON AS THE CLOCK HIT 5PM AND SHE HAD LEFT, I COULD JUST FEEL MY SHOULDERS BEING LIFTED! WOW, WHAT A FUCKIN' FEELING! I ACTUALLY HAD A FUN DAY WITH ALL OF MY CUSTOMERS. NOT TOO MANY DAYS WHERE ALL OF THE CUSTOMERS WERE NICE, POLITE, AND HAPPY. I REALLY CAN'T COMPLAIN ABOUT TODAY, EVEN THOUGH IT WAS RAINING! OH FREAKIN' WELL. I CAN DEAL WITH RAIN AS LONG AS THE BITCH I CAN'T STAND ISN'T AT WORK WITH ME. HAHAHA. OOOHHH I COULDN'T STAND HER. GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE BIOTCH!
I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO WRITE IN TOMORROW NIGHT'S DIARY, FOR WE WILL MORE THAN LIKELY BE IN SPOKANE FOR THE WEEKEND. WE WILL BE TAKING MY GRAMMA OUT SHOPPING AND GOING OUT FOR MEALS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE PLAN IS ON SUNDAY, BUT WE'LL HAVE ALL DAY TO FIND OUT FOR THE MOST PART.
AFTER WE WERE DRIVING BACK HOME FROM WILLIE'S MEMORIAL SERVICE LAST SATURDAY IN SPOKANE, I TOLD MY HUBBY THAT WE REALLY SHOULD TAKE THE NEXT OPPORTUNITY TO MOVE BACK TO SPOKANE AND BE CLOSER TO OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY. THERE IS ALSO SO MUCH MORE TO DO THERE! MORE SHOPPING FOR ME TO INDULGE IN! OH YES. WOOHOO. I WILL BE PICKING UP A REAL ESTATE BOOK WHILE WE ARE THERE AND GET AN IDEA OF THE NEWER DEVELOPMENTS THEY HAVE ADDED. WE STILL DO WANT A NEWER HOUSE LIKE THE ONE WE HAVE. THIS HOUSE WE BOUGHT A YEAR AGO IS 7-8 YRS OLD. I WOULDN'T WANT AN OLDER ONE AT ALL. I LOVE NOT HAVING TO DO MAJOR RESTORATIONS, OR MAINTENANCE. I JUST WANT TO ENJOY IT THE WAY IT IS. PLUS, WITH A NEWER HOUSE, WE KNOW HOW AND WHAT THE REPAIR HISTORY IS, AND ALL THAT JAZZ, AND TO ME, THAT IS IMPORTANT TO HAVE THE PAPER TRAIL. I LOVE HOW THE PREVIOUS OWNERS KEPT ALL OF THE RECEIPTS FOR REPAIRS, INSTALLMENTS, WARRANTIES, ORIGINAL PAINT SWATCHES WITH NUMBERS, EVERYTHING! IT REALLY GIVES US A PEACE OF MIND AND NOT HAVING TO "TRUST" AN EAGER SELLER AND WALK INTO A MONEY PIT!WE GET TO "BREAK" IN THE HOUSE THE WAY WE WANT TO. I REALLY DO LOVE MY HOUSE, AND I WILL MISS IT WHEN WE EVENTUALLY SELL IT TO MOVE BACK TO SPOKANE.
THE DOWNFALL ABOUT MOVING BACK HOME, IS THAT I WILL BE THAT MUCH FURTHER AWAY FROM MY DAUGHTER. I HAVE TO TELL MYSELF THAT, I DROVE DOWN TO SEE HER EVERYT MONTH BEFORE, IT SHOULDN'T BE A BIG DEAL. LIKE I WAS TELLING MY BEST FRIEND MINDY, WHEN WE GOT TO TALK FOR 2 HOURS THE OTHER NIGHT, THAT I FEEL BAD THAT I AM NOT THERE ALL THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW HER YOUNGEST DAUGHTER ERIKA NICOLE. I WAS THERE WHEN BOTH OF HER KIDS WERE BORN, BUT WITH HER OLDEST, KAYLYNN, I WAS THERE LIKE 3-5 DAYS A WEEK AND GOT TO BE SO CLOSE TO HER. ERIKA'S MIDDLE NAME IS AFTER MINE. I THOUGHT THAT WAS A VERY NICE GESTURE FOR THEM TO GIVE HER MY MIDDLE NAME. IT DOESN'T SEEM FAIR THAT I GOT TO KNOW HER OLDER SISTER, BUT I AM NOT THAT CLOSE TO ERIKA. I ALSO FEEL BAD THAT I WASN'T CLOSE ENOUGH TO COMFORT MINDY WHEN HER BROTHER DIED. THAT HURT ME VERY BAD. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR HER AND HER FAMILY FOR MANY YEARS.
I GUESS I LIKE THE FEELING THAT PEOPLE NEED ME. WEIRD. DO WE ALL FEEL LIKE THAT? I KINDA THINK SO. OH WELL, IT'S NICE TO BE NEEDED. IT'S A PURPOSE.