WOW! TIME HAS CERTAINLY FLOWN BY. THE LAST TIME I HAD WRITTEN WAS THE DAY OF MY WEDDING. 3 MONTHS LATER, WOW WHERE DO I BEGIN? WELL I SHOULD START WITH MY WEDDING, ALL WAS PRETTY WELL DESPITE THE FACT THE BITCH WHO DONE MY HAIR WAS LATE AND FORGOT MY APPOINTMENT. THIS WAS THE LAST STRAW WITH HER. SHE'S SO DAMN DUMB. I HAD GOTTEN UP TO SPOKANE HAD MY MAKEUP DONE, WENT TO THE COURTHOUSE TO MEET OUR FAMILIES. MY MOM WAS THERE. BIG SUPRISE. I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE CAME.
BY THE END OF THE CEREMONY WE WERE ALL TAKING PHOTOS AND I ASKED MY MOM TO BE IN A PHOTO WITH ME, AND SHE TOTALLY FUCKING FLIPPED OUT. YOU WOULDA THOUGHT I'D DONE JUST ASKED FOR HER KIDNEY! SHE KEPT REFUSING, I TRIED SO HARD TO HOLD ALL EMOTIONS BACK, AND FAILED. I STARTED CRYING AND ASKING HER WHY NOT, AND PLEASE DO IT FOR ME AND I WANTED TO HAVE A SPECIAL MOMENT WITH HER. ALL SHE WOULD SAY IS NO FUCKING WAY SHE WOULD BE IN THE PICTURE. I SAID FINE, IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT YOU. I WAS SO HUMILIATED IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS, MY FAMILY, AND DON'S FAMILY.HOW BAD DOES IT LOOK WHEN YOUR OWN MOTHER REFUSES TO BE IN A PHOTO AT YOUR OWN WEDDING? HOW SELFISH. I ASKED IF SHE WOULD AT LEAST COME TO DINNER. I HAVEN'T SEEN OR HEARD FROM HER SINCE THEN. THIS IS PRETTY MUCH THE LAST I WILL WILLINGLY WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER. I HAVEN'T RECEIVED A XMAS CARD FROM HER, SO I DIDN'T SEND HER ONE EITHER. FUCK IT. WHY BOTHER, TO ME, CLEARLY SHE WANTS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY LIFE. I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR PEOPLE LIKE THAT. IT'S TOTALLY BY CHOICE. I WISH SHE WOULD JUST ABOUT DISAPPEAR. ANYHOO, FOLLOWING OUR WEDDING, WE BOUGHT THE HOUSE WE ADMIRED. IT'S LOVELY AND NEW AND OURS. NEW DEVELOPMENT, NEW AREA, NICE!