WHERE DO I BEGIN? IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I'VE LAST WRITTEN. LOTS HAS BEEN GOING ON THIS WHOLE MONTH OF MARCH.

MY SISTER TOLD ME SHE HAD BECOME PREGNANT, WHICH WAS VERY RANDOM SINCE FOR YEARS DOCTORS TOLD HER NO WAY. SHE WAS ABOUT 5 WEEKS ALONG. I WENT DOWN TO OREGON TO BE WITH HER TO TERMINATE THE PREGNANCY. I WAS KINDA SAD, BUT I DON'T WALK IN HER SHOES, OR LIVE HER LIFE, SO I CAN NEVER JUDGE HER FOR DOING WHAT SHE FEELS IS RIGHT.

I DROVE DOWN TO EUGENE AFTER WORK ON THURSDAY THE 8TH, AND GOT THERE AT ABOUT MIDNIGHT. I WENT STRAIGHT TO BED. SHE WOKE UP TO GO TO WORK, AND RIGHT WHEN SHE LEFT, I COULDN'T GO BACK TO SLEEP FOR I WAS SO NERVOUS FOR WHAT THE DAY WOULD BRING. I STARTED READING THE BOOK ON HER NIGHTSTAND TITLED "SKINNY BITCH" IT WAS KINDA FUNNY.

I HEARD HER FIANCE UP AND AROUND, SO I CAME OUT AND WATCHED SOUTH PARK WITH HIM. THEN I WENT TO GO GET READY SO WE COULD LEAVE TO GO PICK HER UP FROM WORK. SO WE LEAVE AND PICK HER UP AND THEN GO TO THE DOCTOR OFFICE.

WE GOT THERE ON TIME, AND WAITED IN THE LOBBY. WE WERE CRACKING JOKES INAPPROPRIATELY, AND CARRYING ON LAUGHING LIKE HYENAS! I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT. SIS HAD ME COME WITH HER. THE NURSE ASKED FOR HER MEDICAL HISTORY. MY SIS ASKED THE NURSE IF THE DOC WAS NICE, OR IF HE WAS A WHAM-BAM-THANK-YOU-MAAM GUY, AND THE GAL WAS REALLY PUT ON THE SPOT. SHE BASICALLY SAID THAT HE'S SOCIALLY AWKWARD. THEN THE DOCTOR CAME IN. I TOTALLY DID NOT LIKE THIS GUY FROM THE GET-GO. HE DID THE ULTRASOUND, AND HE GAVE ME THE HEEBIE-JEEBIES.

WHEN IT GOT DOWN TO IT, I TOTALLY WANTED TO PUNCH THIS GUY. HE WAS SO WEIRD. GRRRR. ANYWAYS, SO HE HAS HER ON THE TABLE AND TELLS HER TO LIE DOWN, AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN WRAPS HIS ARMS UNDER AND OVER HER LEGS AND JERKS HER DOWN TO THE BOTTOM END OF THE TABLE. HE COULDA ASKED HER TO SCOOCH DOWN. OH I WAS TOTALLY PISSED. A FEW MINUTES LATER WHILE HE'S DOING THE PROCEDURE, I HELD HER HAND, I WAS TRYING TO BE STRONG AND SUPPORTIVE FOR HER. MY SIS IS VERY STRONG TOO. I COULDN'T IMAGINE WHAT SHE WAS THINKING. SHE LOOKED LIKE SHE WAS IN SO MUCH DISCOMFORT. THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN HE LIKE SLAMMED DOWN THE LONG INSTRUMENT HE WAS USING ON HER ONTO THE MEDICAL TRAY DRIPPING IN BLOOD. OMG. YUP, I WAS CONVINCED HE'S A FUCKING FREAK. WHEN ALL WAS OVER, THEY DIDN'T EVEN OFFER HER A STOOL TO MIND HER STEP OFF OF THE DAMN TABLE. SHE LAID THERE FOR A FEW MIN, AND I FELT AWFUL CUZ MY TUMMY WAS GROWLING AND I KEPT APOLOGIZING FOR IT. THEN SHE SAID LET'S GET AN OREO MILKSHAKE FROM RED ROBIN! AND AWAY WE WENT! WOOHOO!

WE HAD AN OVER-PERKY HOSTESS AT RED ROBIN WHO CHANTED "HAPPY FRIDAY!" I WANTED TO SHOOT HER. WE RAN AROUND, WENT TO THE MALL AND HUNG OUT, HAD DINNER AT THE BUFFET PLACE, WENT TO MONIQUE'S HOUSE AND MET ONE OF THE GUYS SHE IS SEEING. MONIQUE HASN'T GOT HER HEAD ON AT ALL. SHE IS ANOTHER TRAIN WRECK TO WRITE ABOUT LATER.

WE WENT BACK TO SIS' PLACE AND LATER WENT TO BED. I GOT UP EARLY ABOUT 6:30, AND LEFT TOWN. IT WASN'T UNTIL I GOT TO PORTLAND THAT I NOTICED I LEFT MY CELL PHONE AT MY SISTER'S HOUSE. I RACED HOME BECAUSE I HAD TO BE AT WORK AT 12:30.

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