I AM SO READY TO HAVE THIS MUCH NEEDED TIME OFF, BUT I WILL BE HAVING AN INTERVENTION WITH A FRIEND THAT NEEDS HELP/GUIDANCE. BASICALLY IN A NUTSHELL, I'M TIRED OF HER COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW AWFUL HER LIFE IS, HOW BAD THE BABY DADDY IS, AND NEW BOYFRIEND WHO IS USING HER FOR SEX (WHICH SHE SAYS IS OK BY HER) AND THAT THE BOYFRIEND DOESN'T LIKE HER OLDEST SON BECAUSE HE'S AUTISTIC, AND HOW SHE CAN'T FIND A JOB, (WHICH SHE HASN'T GONE OUT TO FIND) AND ON, AND ON , AND ON.

I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT I AM READY TO TELL HER I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT HER "SHITTY" LIFE. SHE NEEDS TO APPLY HERSELF TO CHANGE IT. I DID. SO DID MY SISTER. SHE KEEPS MAKING STUPID EXCUSES. I DO KINDA WANT TO HELP HER, BUT SHE HAS TO HELP HERSELF. I FIGURE THIS COULD BE THE VERY LAST TIME I SEE HER DEPENDING ON HOW SHE TAKES THE CRITICISM. I KNOW I CAN TAKE CRITICISM, NOT INSULT. SO, I AM PREPARED TO EITHER REMOVE MYSELF FROM HER LIFE, AND PREPARED TO HAVE HER REMOVE ME FROM HERS IF THAT'S THE CASE. FRIENDS ARE THERE TO TELL YOU THE HONEST TRUTH. I HAVE A BIG MOUTH AND NOT AFRAID TO USE IT. I'M NOT GONNA STAY QUIET. I'M GONNA EXPRESS HOW I FEEL. EVEN IF WE END UP NO LONGER BEING FRIENDS, I WILL NEVER HAVE A FRIEND LIKE HER, AND SHE'LL NEVER HAVE A FRIEND LIKE ME. EVERYONE IS UNIQUE IN THEIR OWN WAY.

MY SISTER AND I WILL PRETTY MUCH SUPPORT OUR FRIEND MONIQUE, FINANCIALLY WHILE SHE IS UP HERE VISITING FROM OREGON. I DON'T MIND AS LONG AS SHE IS APPRECIATIVE OF IT. I DO WANT TO SHOW HER A GOOD TIME AND HAVE A SINCERE TALK WITH HER. I AM ALSO PREPARED FOR THE WORST, WHICH WILL BE TO PUT HER SORRY ASS ON THE GREYHOUND BUS BACK TO SPRINGFIELD. SO SHE HAS SOME CHOICES. I WOULD BE COOL WITH WHATEVER SHE DOES CHOOSE. EITHER WAY. SHE HAS 2 KIDS TO RAISE AND WITH ONE BEING AUTISTIC, HE'S GONNA NEED HER TO BE FOCUSED, AND STABLE TO PROVIDE FOR HIM. WHO KNOWS.......WHAT IF THE YOUNGEST WHOM IS ONLY ABOUT 6 MONTHS OLD NOW, WHAT IF HE AHS THE SAME GENETIC DISORDER? THAT'S DOUBLE THE TROUBLE. I GUESS WE'LL SEE IN DUE TIME. I'D HATE TO LOSE HER FRIENDSHIP, BUT I KNOW WHAT I WANT, AND WHO I WANT IN MY LIFE. I'M NOT GONNA FUCKIN' SUGAR COAT IT FOR ANYONE. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT........KISS MY ASS!

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