WELL, LIFE SEEMS TO BE MOVING RIGHT ALONG. I HAVE KINDA GOTTEN PAST THE FACT THAT MY PARENTS WILL DIE BECAUSE OF THEIR LACK OF RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEIR OWN HEALTH. NOT MY BODY, NOT MY LIFE, BUT I AM A PART OF THEIR LIVES. MOTHER'S DAY, NO, I DIDN'T SEND ANYTHING TO MOM, I DON'T KNOW HER ADDRESS, SHE GOT A LARGE MANILA ENVELOPE WITH 5 SELF ADDRESSED AND STAMPED ENVELOPED WITH MY ADDRESS SO SHE CAN MAIL ME HER ADDRESS. I HAD TO SEND THAT TO MY GRAMMA'S HOUSE FOR HER TO GIVE TO MY MOM.
MY MOTHER'S DAY, NOT ONE PHONE CALL FROM MY DAUGHTER, NO CARD. I EVEN TRIED TO CALL HER, NO ANSWER, BUT I LEFT A MESSAGE TELLING MY EX-MOM IN LAW I MISS AND LOVE THEM ALL AND TO HAVE A WONDERFUL MOTHER'S DAY. IT'S NOW TUESDAY, AND STILL NO PHONE CALL, NO CARD. OUCH! I JUST WANTED TO HEAR MARISSA'S PRECIOUS VOICE TELLING ME HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! I KNOW SHE HAS ALL OF HER DANCE LESSONS ETC, BUT AT LEAST BY NOW I COULD'VE HAD A CALL BY NOW. SHE BRINGS ALL HAPPINESS AND THE WORLD TO A HALT WHEN IT'S JUST THE TWO OF US IN PERSON OR BY PHONE, 'CUZ NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.BEING A MOM IS THE HIGHEST CALLING ON THE PLANET. I MISS HER SO MUCH. I CALLED QUITE A FEW OF MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE KIDS TO WISH THEM A HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY. AT LEAST THEY GET TO SPEND THEIR DAYS WITH THEIR KIDS. I'M VERY ENVIOUS. I HATE MATTHEW FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE TO ME. I CAN'T EVEN RAISE MY CHILD BECAUSE HE WANTED TO BE AN ASS AND RETALIATE. HE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR TEARING UP OUR FAMILY. GO TO HELL MATTHEW. BURN BABY,BURN! IF I HAD ANOTHER CHANCE, I WOULD PUNCH HIS LIGHTS OUT AGAIN! I BROKE MY RIGHT HAND WHILE I WAS 8 1/2 MONTHS PREGNANT WITH MARISSA WHEN HE TOLD ME HE WAS FUCKING HIS HAIRDRESSER! IT WAS WORTH THE PUNCH. HE ABOUT BROKE HIS JAW AND CHIPPED TEETH, DON'T FUCK WITH MY LIFE OR MY EMOITIONS. WAY WRONG ANSWER MY FRIEND.