NOT TOO SURE WHAT TO THINK OF MY NEW JOB SO FAR. IT IS VERY SLOW. PEOPLE ARE VERY TIGHT WITH THEIR MONEY HERE...MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE A LESSON! THIS IS WHERE MY MIND STARTS THINKING OF THIS IS THE PERFECT OPPORTUNITY FOR SOMEONE LIKE ME TO LOSE THEIR JOB BECAUSE WITH THE SLOW SALES, YOU CAN'T MEET QUOTA. I WISH MY JOB DIDN'T HAVE QUOTAS, IT IS JUST NICE TO SELL TO PEOPLE WHEN THEY ARE READY TO BUY. AT LEAST I'M NOT A CAR SALESMAN.
THE WEATHER HAS BEEN HOT. DON IS BACK IN CALI FOR THREE WEEKS FOR MANDATORY TRAINING. I WILL FLY BACK TO HELP HIM DRIVE THE OTHER CAR BACK. IT WILL BE NICE TO NOT HAVE TO SHARE THE CAR. MY COWORKERS ARE ALL VERY NICE. ONE IS A BIBLE THUMPER TYPE, ONE IS REBELLIOUS, THE REST ARE OLDER OR I DON'T KNOW YET. I CAN'T SEEM TO GO TO SLEEP YET, ALMOST 3AM. THE APARTMENT IS COMING ALONG PRETTY GOOD. I'VE BEEN A BIT DOWN IN THE SLUMP. THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE HERE THAT WALK THRU THE MALL WHO ARE PREGNANT! IS IT IN THE WATER OR WHAT?! I GUESS SINCE THERE IS NOTHING TO DO HERE EXCEPT FUCK AND GET PREGO. KINDA WISH IT WOULD HAPPEN FOR ME. I'VE PRETTY MUCH DETERMINED THAT IS WHAT I WANT IN MY LIFE RIGHT ABOUT NOW. WE ARE LOOKING INTO BUYING A HOUSE. DON MAKES VERY GOOD MONEY, IF I WANTED TO ONLY WORK LIKE PART TIME I COULD. BETTER THAN FULL TIME DAYCARE. I FIND MYSELF LOOKING THROUGH MY OLD BABY BOOK OF NAMES THAT I USED FOR WHEN I HAD MY DAUGHTER. FUNNY HOW I CAN HAVE 1 CHILD, BUT SEVERAL YEARS LATER NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE ANOTHER. I DON'T KNOW...IT COULD BE HIM, BUT MAYBE ME, OR BOTH. DON'T HAVE THAT KIND OF MONEY TO GO TO A SPECIALIST YET TO FIGURE IT OUT. FERTILITY TREATMENTS FOR ME ARE PRETTY SPENDY. MY AGENDA WOULD BE TO HAVE OUR WEDDING OR BUY A HOUSE FIRST. I SAW A HOUSE ADVERTISED ON THE TV REAL ESTATE CHANNEL: 5BD 3BA 2CAR GARAGE, FENCED BACKYARD, PATIO AREA, 2400 SQ FT WITH ALL EXTRAS BUILT IN 2001 FOR $208,000 THAT WOULD BE AWESOME. WELL, HOPEFULLY SOON. I'M GOING THROUGH THIS PLANNING AND WANTING PHASE. OH WELL, GOOD TO HAVE DREAMS I SUPPOSE!