LAST WEDNESDAY I WENT UP TO SPOKANE TO VISIT MY GRAMMA. I TOLD HER WE SHOULD GO TO THE HUMANE SOCIETY TO ADOPT A CAT FOR HER. I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE DID! WOW. SHE HATES CATS PERIOD! WELL, SHE LIKED THE NEIGHBOR'S CAT THAT WAS NEXT DOOR TO HER COMPANION'S HOUSE. I TOLD HER I'D TRY TO CAT-NAP IT AND BRING IT TO HER. WELL, WE DID TRY THAT METHOD, BUT WE NEVER SAW THE CAT. OH WELL. SHE PICKED ONE OUT, MORE OR LESS, THE CAT CHOSE HER! IT WAS REALLY CUTE.
WE WERE THERE FOR LIKE A COUPLE HOURS. THE PAPERWORK AND EVERYTHING TOOK FOREVER. SHE WASN'T ABLE TO TAKE THE CAT HOME 'CUZ IT WASN'T SPAYED YET. SO SHE'D HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL TODAY (MONDAY 30TH) TO PICK IT UP. I TOOK HER OUT SHOPPING FOR CAT SUPPLIES. SHE WAS SO CUTE AND GIDDY FOR SOMEONE WHO NORMALLY HATES CATS! HAHA.
I WENT TO THE MALL, SAID HELLO TO SOME FORMER CO-WORKERS, SHOPPED AROUND ETC. LATER THAT EVENING, I WENT TO MINDY'S TO SAY HI. OMG, THE GIRLS HAVE GROWN SO MUCH. LITTLE KAYLYNN AND ERIKA ARE SO PRECIOUS! I LOVE THOSE GIRLS. I WISH I COULD BE AROUND THEM MORE OFTEN. I ALSO MISS HANGIN' OUT WITH MINDY.
I LEFT HER HOUSE AT 10 P.M. AND TOOK A DETOUR AND STOPPED BY MY MOM'S HOUSE. SHE LOOKED LIKE HELL. GRAMMA TOLD ME SHE WAS SEVERELY SICK. SO IF SHE IS THIS SICK I MAY AS WELL SAY GOODBYE AHEAD OF TIME JUST IN CASE. I DIDN'T STAY ALL BUT 10 MIN. WE HAD NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT. KINDA SAD. OH WELL, I JUST DON'T KNOW HER ANYMORE. SHE DOESN'T WANT TO HELP HERSELF.
MY GRAMMA TOLD ME SOMETHING DISTURBING THAT DAY. SHE SAID SHE GOT TO THINKING OF HOW AND WHY MY MOM IS SO SEVERELY DEPRESSED. SHE THINKS THAT POSSIBLY MY MOM HAD BEEN MOLESTED BY ONE OF GRAMMA'S HUSBANDS. I WOULDN'T DOUBT SOMETHING LIKE THAT HAPPENED. I DO THINK THAT THERE WAS SOME KIND OF VIOLENCE AND PHYSICAL ABUSE. I ALSO THINK THAT MY GRAMMA HAS KNOWN THAT SHE HERSELF HAS BEEN IN DENIAL ALL THESE YEARS. I THINK HER GUILT HAS CAUGHT UP WITH HER NOW THAT SHE GETS TO SEE HOW DAMAGED MY MOM AND UNCLE ARE. THEY BOTH HAVE DEPRESSION AND ALCOHOLISM. SELF DESTRUCTION. SHE REALLY NEEDS TO ADMIT THIS TO THEM BOTH AND TRULY APOLOGIZE. I THINK IT'S GONNA NEED TO BE SOME KINDA OF COUNSELING THERAPY TO GET THIS TAKEN CARE OF.
I HAD A LONG DRIVE HOME TO THINK OF ALL THAT. HOW SHITTY.