WHERE ARE THEY?
written @ 10:33 A.M. on 04 April 2004

ALL SEEMS TO BE GOING BY OK. TIME IS LITERALLY FLYING. CALIFORNIA IS SO LONELY TO ME. I HATE IT. PEOPLE ARE NOT FRIENDLY, LET ALONE SANE. I HAVE BEEN HERE ALMOST ONE YEAR, AND HAVE NOT MADE ONE FRIEND.

Robin Williams - Blame Canada

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SAD. WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE DOWN HERE? I HAVE LOTS OF FRIENDS BACK HOME. I AM A WELL LIKED PEOPLE PERSON. THE ONLY PEOPLE I HAVE CONTACT WITH ARE THE PEEPS I WORK WITH, AND HATE TO SAY, THEY ARE NOT WHAT I WOULD ENVISION TO BE WORTHY TO BE MY FRIENDS EXCEPT ONE.

I REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS, TO GO OUT SHOPPING, MOVIES, OR JUST SPENDING TIME WITH EACH OTHER DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. BACK HOME, PEOPLE ARE A LOT MORE FRIENDLIER. I HEAR FROM MY CUSTOMERS TIME AND TIME AGAIN...WHEN THEY SAY TO EACH OTHER "WE'LL DO LUNCH SOMETIME," IT REALLY MEANS YOU WON'T SEE THAT PERSON ALL BUT ONCE OR TWICE IN THE NEXT 1-2 YRS. PEOPLE HERE IN CALIFORNIA ARE TOO BUSY FOR THEMSELVES, FAMILIES, AND FRIENDS. IT IS A SICKENING RAT RACE.

I HAVE SINCE JOINED THE CLASSMATES WEBSITE AND HAVE BEEN CHATTING WITH SOME OLD FRIENDS. ALL REMEMBER ME! IT'S BEEN ALMOST 7 YRS SINCE GRADUATION. IT'S BEEN GREAT TO RECONNECT WITH THE PEOPLE YOU HAD FRIENDSHIPS WITH WHEN YOU WERE YOUNGER. FEELS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY IN HIGH SCHOOL. SOME HAVE NOW MARRIED AND HAD KIDS BUT STILL LOOK THE SAME SINCE THEY WERE IN YOUR 1ST GRADE CLASS!!!! FUNNY. REMEMBER IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL WHEN BOYS HAD COOTIES?! LOOK HOW WE'VE ALL GROWN.

I HAVEN'T BEEN BACK TO WASHINGTON SINCE OCTOBER, BUT MY SISTER WILL COME DOWN TO VISIT ME FOR MY BDAY IN JUNE. FINALLY, SOMEONE FROM THE OUTSIDE REALMS OF CALIFORNIA! WE HAVE THE BEST FUN TOGETHER. WE EVEN TOOK OURSELVES TO HAWAII 5 YRS AGO. RANDOM ACTS OF FUN! I MISS BEING NEAR HER. SHE IS SO FUNNY. SHE BRINGS ME A LOT OF LAUGHTER.

WHEN WE MOVE BACK WE PLAN TO BUY A BIG HOUSE, AND INVITE HER TO STAY FOR AWHILE. RIGHT NOW SHE HASN'T BEEN TOO CHEERY, AND WORKS SO HARD TO MAINTAIN. SHE DESERVES A LOT MORE. WHEN SHE MOVED FROM OREGON TO LIVE WITH ME WEEKS BEFORE I MOVED HERE, SHE LANDED A JOB WITHIN 2 DAYS, AND SHE MOVED INTO MY OLD CONDO!I TOLD HER THE OTHER DAY I WAS PROUD OF HER FOR BEING PRETTY STABLE! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HER AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HAVE MORE PEEPS COME DOWN AND SEE ME. WE WON'T KNOW IF WE GET TO TRANSFER BACK UNTIL LATER NEXT MONTH. I HOPE SO. IT WILL ALSO BE CLOSER TO SEE MY DAUGHTER! EVEN WITH THE NEIGHBORS I HAVE THAT DO SPEAK ENGLISH, (GO FIGURE) THEY JUST AREN'T TOO FRIENDLY. GOOD THING I HAVE THE EMAIL, LONG DISTANCE ON MY PHONE! I'D GO NUTS! WELL, IN MY OPINION, IF PEOPLE WEREN'T TOO BUSY, OR TOO ABSORBED INTO THEMSELVES, THERE ARE GENUINE PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO ARE GREAT FRIEND MATERIAL! THEIR LOSS!

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