SORRY I HAVEN'T HAD MUCH ENERGY TO POST A NEW ENTRY IN A FEW WEEKS. I HAVE FELT SOOO FREAKIN' TIRED. NOT MUCH TO REPORT, BUT HERE GOES.

I HAD MY GARAGE SALE THE WEEKEND BEFORE. MY SATURDAY SALE (WHICH WAS THE 1ST DAY) WENT REALLY WELL. OVER $600 THE FIRST DAY. THEN SUNDAY WAS FATHER'S DAY, BUT STILL BROUGHT IN MORE THAN $200. SO I HAD A PRODUCTIVE WEEKEND. I WAS REALLY SHOCKED TO MAKE OVER $800!! I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF. WOOHOO. A LOT OF PEOPLE COMMENTED ON HOW CLEAN ALL THE ITEMS WERE, OR HOW NEW OR STILL HAD TAGS ETC. AND ALSO HOW WELL THINGS WERE ORGANIZED, AND THE GARAGE WAS DUST FREE AND CLEAN! THE ONLY COMPLAINT WE HAD WAS THAT OUR HANDMADE SIGNS DIDN'T HAVE ARROWS ON THEM FOR DIRECTIONS, (THIS IS COMING FROM THE PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T READ THE MAP IN THE NEWSPAPERS OF THE AD WE PLACED) BUT OH WELL. I DID TELL MY HUBBY THAT WE SHOULD, BUT HE THREW A FIT AT 3AM SAYING HE DIDN'T WANT TO PUT ARROWS ON THE SIGNS, THEN THAT WOULD MEAN HE'D BE LIMITED IN PLACING THEM ON CERTAIN STREETS. BOOHOO. WUSS. WE STAYED UP UNTIL 4AM THAT SATURDAY MORNING, AND GOT UP AT 6:30AM. I THINK THE LATE NIGHTS PAID OFF.

MY HUBBY IS NOW ADDICTED TO MYSPACE. I GOT HIM ALL SIGNED UP AND STARTED. WE HAVE NEW DRAMA WITH HIS "ALLEGED DAUGHTER." HIS FIRST WIFE TOLD HIM THAT SHE WAS PREGO, AND THAT THERE COULD BE A CHANCE THAT IT WAS HIS, OR ANOTHER GUY. WELL, HE THINKS THAT IT'S NOT SINCE THEY WERE SEPARATED AND THE TIME FRAME DOESN'T ADD UP. PLUS THERE IS MORE TALK OR RUMORS THAT EX-WIFE HAS MADE IT CLEAR AROUND MUTUAL PEOPLE THAT THE GIRL IS NOT HIS KID. THEY HAD A DIVORCE EVENTUALLY, AND A BLOOD TEST. WELL THE TEST BACK THEN WAS NOT FOR DNA. SO MY HUBBY IS STUCK PAYING CHILD SUPPORT FOR A KID THAT MAY NOT BE HIS. WELL, ANYWAYS, A COUPLE WEEKS AGO, DON GET A MYSPACE MESSAGE FROM THE EX-WIFE SAYING SHE SAW HIS PAGE AND THE PHOTO OF MY DAUGHTER AND HOW HER DAUGHTER CRIED FOR HOURS ABOUT IT. OH PLEASE. (THE PHOTOS I POSTED TO HELP DECORATE MY HUBBY'S MYSPACE PAGE, HAS A PIC OF MY KID LABELED "THE PRINCESS") SO SHE AUTOMATICALLY ASSUMED THAT MY KID IS DON'S BIOLOGICAL CHILD, AND TELLS HER DAUGHTER TO COME LOOK AT IT. OBVIOUSLY.

SO THE EX WRITES TO MY HUBBY AND TELLS HIM HOW HE MISSED OUT ON THEIR DAUGHTER'S LIFE AND HOW ANGRY THE DAUGHTER IS AND HOW THE DAUGHTER WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM ETC ETC. HMMMMM, SHE TOLD HUBBY TO STAY AWAY FROM THEM OR SHE'D PUT A RESTRAINING ORDER ON HIM, AND NEVER SEE THE BABY. THEN TOLD HIM SHE WANTS TO GO BACK TO MONTANA. SO HE COMPLIED WITH HER WISHES, PUT THEM BOTH ON A BUS BACK TO MONTANA AND GOT DIVORCED LATER ON. FROM THE SOUNDS OF THINGS, IT SEEMS AS THOUGH THAT THE EX TOLD THE KID SHE BELONGS ONLY TO MY HUBBY AND NOBODY ELSE. SHE LOOKS NOTHING LIKE DON AT ALL. I'M NOT SAYING THAT SHE HAS TO, BUT HIS FAMILY'S PHYSICAL FEATURES ARE PRETTY DOMINANT IN NEARLY ALL MEMBERS. WHO KNOWS, THERE COULD BE A CHANCE THAT SHE IS DON'S KID.

I TOLD HIM THAT HE SHOULD GET A DNA PATERNITY TEST. HE SAYS NO, BECAUSE HE LIKES THE FACT THAT SOME OF HIS MONEY IS HELPING A CHILD. WELL, IF YOU WANT SOME OF YOUR MONEY GOING TO A NEEDY CHILD, CALL THE 800 # TO SPONSOR AN ORPHAN IN AFRICA OR SOMETHING. SO THEN DON GETS AN EMAIL ON HIS MYSPACE PAGE FROM THE LITTLE GIRL WHO IS ABOUT 13-14 YRS OLD. I AM GONNA INCLUDE SOME COPY AND PASTE EFFORTS HERE:

oh my wows i know u r the person i think u r srry but u a little back stabbing cracker monkey... but i can't believe we haven't spoken to eachother in 13 years and this is all u say i am yeah no i don't have any question except why didn't u stay and be a dad like u should of???? thats some messed up shit because u left my mom all alone and she still managed to raise 3 awsomely radical kids so really u r nothing to me but a dumb ass... and hope u have fun with ur NEW*** family cause u don't have one with me or my brothers and mom thanks and goodbye

THEN I NOTICE THAT WHILE I AM ON MY OWN MYSPACE PAGE, THE KID SENDS A REQUEST TO BE MY FRIEND AS AN INVITE. SO I APPROVE HER TO BE MY FRIEND.THESE ARE EXACTLY HER WORDS THAT SHE WROTE. THIS ONE IS VERY LONG SINCE I WILL BUNCH THE CONVERSATIONS TOGETHER:

ALI SAYS:

OH MY UR A LITTLE WEIRD...... BUT YEAH I ADDED U CAUSE U R MY SPERM DOANERS WIFEY THE ONE WHERE HE IS LIKE 50 AND U R 28 YEAH THAT IS LIKE RAPE..... BUT YEAH THAT IS WHY I ADDEDU UNLESS DONALD NEVER TOLD U HE HAD A 13 YEAR OLD KID

I SAY:

I GUESS I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU WOULD WASTE YOUR TIME TO EVEN ASK TO BE ON MY LIST, BUT HEY, IT'S YOUR TIME. I'VE KNOW OF YOU FROM THE VERY BEGINNING. EVEN DON'S FAMILY HAVE TALKED ABOUT YOUR MOM AND DON'S RELATIONSHIP IN THE PAST, AND THAT IS TRULY BETWEEN THE BOTH OF THEM. YOU AND I WEREN'T THERE TO WITNESS THEIR CONVERSATIONS, OR THEIR ACTIONS. IT JUST DIDN'T WORK.

ALI, I'M NOT TRYING TO ASK FOR YOU TO LIKE US OR ANYTHING. I THINK THE WHOLE SITUATION IS BETWEEN YOU, YOUR MOTHER, AND DONALD. I'M NOT IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS. I KINDA UNDERSTAND WHERE YOUR FEELINGS ARE, BUT I'D LIKE YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT DON HAS ALWAYS SPOKEN OF YOU SINCE I MET HIM. THE PHOTO OF THE GIRL ON HIS PAGE IS MY DAUGHTER.

WE BOTH UNDERSTAND THAT YOU HATE DON, AND THAT YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS. I PERSONALLY THINK THAT YOU BOTH ( YOU AND DON) ARE HARD-HEADED FOR BOTH NOT GETTING INTO CONTACT, BUT THEN AGAIN THERE IS ALWAYS ANOTHER SIDE OF EVERY STORY THAT YOU HEAR ABOUT. HE WILL RESPECT YOUR WISHES WHATEVER YOU CHOOSE. BUT THIS WHOLE THING IS BETWEEN THE 3 OF YOU.

ANYWAYS, I DON'T KNOW IF YOU HAVE OUR PHONE NUMBER, BUT IF YOU EVER CHANGE YOUR MIND ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS, OR HAVE QUESTIONS, CALL DON. THERE IS NO PRESSURE, AND YOU NEVER HAVE TO EMAIL, OR SPEAK TO US EVER AGAIN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO. THIS IS ALL ENTIRELY UP TO YOU.

ALI SAYS:

OH MY WOW..... OK U DO NOT HAVE TO BE A LITTLE BITCH BOUT THIS WHOLE SITUATION ALL I WANTED TO DO IS ADD U AND IF THAT IS A PROBLEM THEN FUCK IT I AM DONE.............. ALL I KNOW IS U NEED TO STOP BEIN MEAN BECAUSE THAT IS SOME REAL GHETTOSHIT AND I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE BEIN MEAN CAUSE OF ME AND DONALDS RELATION SHIP.... WHAT MY MOM AND HIM DID IS THERE BUISNESS YEAH BUT DON'T TALK BOUT MY MOM BECUASE U HAVE NOT A RIGHT TO EVEN SAY ANYTHING BOUT HER BECAUSE SHE IS MY MOM AND YEAH... U HAVE REALLY NO REASON TALKIN TO ME EITHER........................... WELL I AM DONE WITH ALL OFU U PUSHED ME OVER THE EDGE WITH THIS WHOLE DONALD SHIT ALL I WANTED TODO WAS ADD MY FARTHER AND NOTHING MORE AND OH WELL IADDED U TOO ... AND I AM NOT HARD HEADED.... I HAVE EVERY REASON NOT GETTING IN TOUCH WITH DONALD SO DO U WORRY UR PRETTY LITTLE HEAD BOUT THAT KK AND I DIDN'T WAIST MY TIME ADDING U ALL IDID WAS ADD U INDEED..... SO YEAH STOPBEING A LITTLE BITCH BOUTTHIS WHOLE THING

I SAY:

UM, EXCUSE ME......BUT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WROTE TO DONALD TELLING HIM YOU HATE HIM AND NEVER WANT TO SPEAK TO HIM AND EVERYTHING ELSE. I AM NOT MAD, BECAUSE IT IS NOT MY BUSINESS. I ONLY GOT INVOLVED BECAUSE YOU EMAILED ME. I PERSONALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK OF ME OR DONALD.

ALSO, I THINK YOU HAPPEN TO MISUNDERSTAND A LOT OF THINGS. I WAS NOT TALKING SHIT ABOUT YOUR MOTHER AT ALL. I RESPECT ANY WOMAN RAISING HER CHILDREN. I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST YOUR MOTHER OR YOU. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY SHE WAS EMAILING DON IN THE FIRST PLACE AFTER ALL THESE YEARS. BUT BESIDE THE POINT, THAT IS BETWEEN THEM AND HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME.

I THINK YOU'RE FEELING ANGRY AND HURT, AND IF I AM WRONG, THEN I'M SORRY. I GUESS I WILL NOT EVER HEAR FROM YOU AGAIN SINCE YOU HAVE MADE IT CLEAR IN YOUR LAST EMAIL THAT YOU ARE DONE WITH THE WHOLE SITUATION AND YOU WON'T BE EMAILING US.

OF COURSE WE INVITE YOU TO CHANGE YOUR MIND, ONLY IF YOU WANT TO. THIS IS YOUR CHOICE. I WAS NOT BEING MEAN TO YOU. THINGS MAY BE INTERPRETED DIFFERENTLY BY WRITING, INSTEAD OF TALKING. I HOPE THAT ALL THREE OF YOU COME TO A POSITIVE ARRANGEMENT OF HOW "YOU" WANT THINGS TO HAPPEN.

ALI SAYS:

hey i am srry for bein so mean i was just in a bad mood.... i really didn't read all of ur last message but yeah i don't really have a problem with donald except for not bein there when i need a dad but my momdid a great job... so yeah i hvae no problem with anyone... so yeah i am srry and all.....

love always and 4 ever

I SAY:

I KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS ARE UPSET ABOUT WHAT COULD'VE BEEN HAD THINGS BEEN DIFFERENT. BUT THAT WAS THE PAST. THIS IS THE NOW. JUST THINK, THERE IS ANOTHER SIDE OF FAMILY YOU HAVE YET TO POSSIBLY GET TO KNOW, AND GET INVOLVED IN IF YOU WANTED TO AND IF IT WERE ALRIGHT BETWEEN DON AND YOUR MOTHER, AND OF COURSE YOU TOO.THERE IS NO RUSH TO DO SO. YOU TAKE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED. THIS IS YOUR LIFE.

IN YOUR EMAIL TO DON, YOU MENTIONED THAT HE WANTS CUSTODY OF YOU? NOBODY BUT "YOU" CAN MAKE THAT DECISION. NO FORCE. YOUR MOTHER HAS DONE WELL TO RAISE YOU. DON ONLY WANTS TO START THINGS OFF SLOW DEPENDING ON HOW YOU WANT THINGS TO GO. REMEMBER, THIS IS ALL ABOUT YOU.

I AM ONLY DON'S WIFE. WE DO HAVE OUR OWN LIVES, IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT HE NEVER STOPPED THINKING OF YOU OR ANYTHING. I THINK THERE COMES A TIME IN EVERYONE'S LIFE WHEN THEY WANT TO KNOW MORE, ETC WHEN YOU FEEL THE TIME IS RIGHT.

WE RESPECT YOU AND YOUR MOM'S WISHES. AS SOME OLD SAYINGS GO, "LET BYGONES, BE BYGONES. " YOU AND DONALD HAVE SOME CATCHING UP TO DO IF THAT IS WHAT YOU WANT. TALK WITH YOUR MOTHER, AND ASK HER QUESTIONS, AND ADVICE. I KNOW SHE WILL LEAD YOU WITH THE BEST KNOWLEDGE.

DON HAS A GREAT FAMILY. I THINK THEY'D ALL BE LUCKY TO GET TO KNOW YOU ETC. THEY ARE WONDERFUL. I DON'T THINK IT EVER HURT ANYONE TO GET TO KNOW MORE FAMILY MEMBERS! JUST THINK OF HOW YOU'D ALSO GET TO KNOW MORE OF WHO YOU ARE, AND WHO YOUR FAMILY ARE. WE ALL HAVE LIVED THROUGH THE PAST, AND PRESENT, BUT WE ARE NOT GURANTEED TO BE HERE FOR TOMORROW.

TAKE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED. YOU ARE GOING THROUGH A LOT RIGHT NOW. I HOPE YOU HAVE ALL THE BEST TO COME. DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER, IT WHAT'S ON THE INSIDE THAT COUNTS. (BELIEVE ME! AT ONE TIME, I EVEN JUDGED DON, AND NOW WE'RE MARRIED!) STRANGER THINGS COULD HAPPEN! HAHA. ANYWAYS, I AWAIT YOUR NEXT MESSAGE. BUT I ALSO RESPECT IF YOU DON NOT WANT ANY OF MY EMAILS, JUST LET ME KNOW AND I WILL COMPLY. THANK YOU.

ALI SAYS:

lol thanks hehehe but yeah it will take time because it has been sooooooo long and yeah he hasn't been there for all of my life...... i would want to meet my other family but not now....

SHE HAD WRITTEN TO DON TELLING HIM THIS:

ALI SAYS:

YOU KNOW IT DID TAKE COURAGE BUT U HAVE NO REASHON AT ALL TRYIN TO TALK TO ME.. AND I AM SUPRISED U WOULD EVER THINK OF TALKKIN TO ME AND TRYIN TO GET IN MY LIFE AFTER 13 YEARS.. ALL I AM SAYIN NOW IS THAT I PRESONALLY HATE U AND I COULD CARE LESS WHAT U SAY OR EVEN TRY TO DO CAUSE IF U EVER TRY TO MEET ME OR TAKE COUSTATIDY OF ME IT WONT HAPPEN.... UR THE STUPIDEST PERSON I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE AND IF U R TRYIN TO MAKE A LIFE WITH A WHAT 28 YEAR OLD?? UR LIKE 50 THAT DOSEN'T WORK HUN.. AND BE4 U EVER TRIED TO MAKE A FAMILY U SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST MADE THINGS RIGHT WITH ME AND U CAN'T HANDLE KIDS U R NOT IN UR RIGHTFUL MIND TO EVEN HAVE A FAMILY.. BUT I MUST SAY THANKS FOR EVEN TALKIN TO ME.... I AM SERIOUSLY NOT JOKING WHEN I SAY I HATE U AND U SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST TRIED TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME..... SO I HOPE U HAVE THE REST OF UR LIFE TO TAKE CARE OF UR FAMILY

DON SAYS:

Just wanted to say thanks for getting back to me.

I am here should you ever want to ask me any questions, or want someone to talk to.

You might find that I am not the person you believe I am.


ALI SAYS:

oh my wows i know u r the person i think u r srry but u a little back stabbing cracker monkey... but i can't believe we haven't spoken to eachother in 13 years and this is all u say i am yeah no i don't have any question except why didn't u stay and be a dad like u should of???? thats some messed up shit because u left my mom all alone and she still managed to raise 3 awsomely radical kids so really u r nothing to me but a dumb ass... and hope u have fun with ur NEW*** family cause u don't have one with me or my brothers and mom thanks and goodbye


DON SAYS:

Lets start by clearing up a few facts.

Your mom chose to leave me, and move back to Montana. I do not blame her, we were not right for each other, and she deserved a better life.

I did visit you after you were born, but I was asked to stay away.

There are several documanted attempts to get into contact with you over the years. These attempts were unsuccessful, for a variety of reasons.

The fact still remains that I have not been a part of your life for 13 years.

The primary reason for this is on me. No excuses just blame me. There is no good reason, I'm just a dirtball.

Now the question remains as to where do we go from here. This is on you. If you want me to stay away I will honor your wishes. If you want someone to yell at and vent frustration, I can do that to.

In essence its your call.


ALI SAYS:

ok ok ok........... if my mom did leave u i cannot blame her either cause if she was with u in the first place that is retarded.... ur just a little player huh?? from one to one to one to one to one like david... if i was u i would try not to leave ur family now either cause that would be wrong to ur little "princess" as u would put her to be..... if i seem like i am mad at u or yelling or takin my anger out on i have every reason to be because what u did was wrong.... even if my mom and every courts and everything told u to stay away if u wanted to see me bad enough u would have been there in a heart beat not oh i tried ohwell lets go on nad home............. i dunno how to explain i just hate u with a passion that i have never hated anyone with..................... but yeah have fun KK!!!!!!!! i am out peace

A LOT OF DRAMA RIGHT THERE. WHAT A LITTLE WANNABE HOOD RAT. GRRR. SHE THINKS SHE'S SO TOUGH AND ANGRY. SHE HAS SOME RIGHT TO BE ANGRY, BUT SHE DOESN'T KNOW THE WHOLE STORY. JUST LIKE I ONLY GET TO HEAR DON'S SIDE OF THE STORY, AND SHE ONLY GETS TO HEAR HER MOM'S SIDE OF THE STORY. DON DOESN'T THINK THAT HIS EX WILL ALLOW THE KID TO GO THROUGH WITH A DNA TEST BECAUSE SHE'S PROBABLY AFRAID OF THE REAL RESULT THAT IT COULD BE NEGATIVE. BUT THEN AGAIN YEAH, WHO WOULD WANT TO TELL THEIR KID THAT THEY WERE SLEEPING AROUND A LOT AND THAT THEY ARE JUST A BY-PRODUCT OF A ONE NIGHT STAND? I DON'T KNOW, I PERSONALLY THINK WE SHOULD REALLY TRY TO ENCOURAGE THE KID TO JUST PUT HER MIND AT EASE SO SHE'LL KNOW THE TRUTH JUST LIKE WE'LL FINALLY KNOW THE TRUTH.

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