I AM SOOOO BORED. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH THINGS TO THINK ABOUT. THINGS I DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT JUST COME RACING THROUGH MY MIND. OH IT SUCKS. WELL, WHAT'S NEW WITH MY LIFE? I HAVE A NEW 2 MONTH OLD KITTEN WHOM WE'VE NAMED SHELBY. THE OLDER CAT WE'VE HAD IS SADIE. THEY ARE GETTING ALONG WELL NOW......FINALLY. SHE IS REALLY ADORABLE AND CURIOUS.

I JUST FELL KINDA BLAH. I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT PEOPLE WHO ARE EITHER IN OR OUT OF MY LIFE AND HOW THEY'VE AFFECTED ME. SOME GOOD, OTHERS BAD. I HAVE GONE THROUGH SOME SHIT IN MY LIFE, AND I KNOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS HAVE SOME TO GO THROUGH. NO WAY AROUND IT. I DON'T HAVE THAT KIND OF CONTROL. I'M NOT TRYING TO BE NEGATIVE, JUST REALISTIC. I CAUGHT MYSELF IN A CASE OF ROAD RAGE THE OTHER NIGHT WHERE SOMEBODY ELSE WAS ACTING STUPID AND I TOTALLY SNAPPED. IN MY HEAD, IT WAS SAYING "HOW DARE THEY DO THAT!" OH NO THEY DIDN'T! I WAS SO PISSED AND I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER THINKING. I KNOW THAT I ENDED UP FOLLOWING SOME JACKASS IN A SUBURBAN THROUGH A COUPLE OF DARK NEIGHBORHOODS, HE WAS TRYING TO DITCH ME, I CAN ONLY ASSUME, FOR I WOULD DO THE SAME THING. I FOLLOWED DICKHOLE UNTIL HE GOT TIRED OF DRIVING AIMLESSLY AND PROBABLY GOT LOST HIMSELF. HE FINALLY PUT IT IN REVERSE AND PULLED UP NEXT TO ME AND ROLLED DOWN HIS WINDOW AND STARTED SAYING SHIT LIKE "WHAT SEEMS TO BE THE PROBLEM?" THE JACKASS TOTALLY CUT ME OFF AND NEARLY CAUSED HIS DUMB TRUCK TO CREATE A T-BONE OF MY CAR. WHATEVER! I WAS LIKE SAYING WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR DEAL MAN? CHRIST ON A FUCKING CRUTCH. I THINK I WAS DOING EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO DICK WITH HIM BACK. HE SPED OFF AND I KEPT FOLLOWING HIM. WE WENT AROUND TWICE ON A ROUNDABOUT. IF HE HAD GOTTEN OUT OF HIS VEHICLE WANTING TO SCRAP, I AM SO DAMN CERTAIN I WOULD'VE TOO. I WAS SO WORKED UP AND THE ADRENALINE WAS FLOWING. I DON'T GO THROUGH THAT ENOUGH TO REALIZE IT, BUT I FELT IT. IT WAS CHALLENGING. I DON'T KNOW WHY? FINALLY AFTER 10 MINUTES HE PULLED OVER AND I FLEW RIGHT PAST HIM.

DO I HAVE SOMETHING PENT UP INSIDE OF ME THAT WOULD'VE UNLEASHED A WRATH OF MY FURY AT THIS STUPID JACKASS? I CAN ONLY COME UP WITH MAYBE I AM JUST TIRED OF STUPID PEOPLE. I WORK RETAIL AND IT HAS WORKED MY NERVES. I LOVE MY JOB AND I AM GOOD AT IT. I DON'T HAVE THE PATIENCE FOR THOSE WHO LIKE TO MAKE LIFE DIFFICULT JUST BECAUSE THEY THINK THEY SHOULD. I AM NO ANGEL NOR AM I NOT PERFECT.

I PERSONALLY BELIEVER THAT SO MANY PEOPLE ARE WATCHING TV AND LEARNING HOW TO BEHAVE. FOR EXAMPLE TRYING TO BE SOMEONE WE'RE NOT OR PRETENDING TO BE SOMEONE WHO HAS DONE SOMETHING TO PUT ANOTHER PERSON DOWN OR FEEL INFERIOR. I WITNESS IT EVERYDAY. I HAVE GIRLS COME INTO MY STORE AND ACT LIKE THEY ARE PARIS HILTON. WHO THE FUCK DO THEY THINK THEY ARE? OBVIOUSLY NOT THEMSELVES. THEY COP AN ATTITUDE AND TRY TO IMPRESS THEIR FRIENDS WHO FOLLOW THEM AROUND THE FREAKING MALL. EVEN OLDER WOMEN, AND GUYS. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON? EXAMPLE THE SHOW ON MTV CALLED "MY SUPER SWEET 16" THESE LITTLE BIPPYTWAT TEENS THINK THEY CAN GO AROUND BEING DISRESPECTFUL, AND EXPECT PEOPLE TO TREAT THEM LIKE ROYALTY THAT THEY ARE "NOT" AND THEY PRETEND TO BE THE NEXT TEEN BITCH FOR SOCIAL STATUS. WHATEVER! I DON'T BUY INTO IT. GO GET YOUR FUCKING HIGH EGO BOOST SOMEWHERE ELSE BIPPYTWAT, CUZ YOU AIN'T GETTIN IT FROM ME.

IF I RECEIVE BAD SERVICE, I AM ALL UP IN THAT PERSON'S KOOL-AID TO MAKE IT WELL KNOWN THAT THEY SUCK. I GUESS I'M MY OWN BITCH IN THAT WAY, BUT I DON'T GO FLAUNTING SHIT THAT I'M NOT. I'M THE REAL FUCKING DEAL. I DON'T HAVE TIME TO PUT UP WITH BULLSHIT. I THINK WE ALL HAVE THAT WALL WE WANT TO PUT UP. I AM THE FIRST TO ADMIT IT. I'M SO DONE WITH IT. THESE GIRLS COME INTO MY STORE AND ACT ALL LIKE THEY ARE GOLD DIGGERS, AND PROBABLY ARE OR WANT TO BE. THEY ACT LIKE "OH, IF HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME, HE HAS TO BUY ME A BIG DIAMOND." I LAUGH WHEN I SEE THE BOYFRIEND GIVE HER A CHEAP ASS $99 SMALL YUCKY PROMISE RING! HA HA HA! TAKE THAT SUPERWHORE! THE BOY IS SMART! HE'S PROBABLY JUST BANGIN' HER ANYWAYS. OH WELL. NOT MY LIFE. SUCKERS!!!!

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